I know I haven't been around for a few weeks. I'm sorry, it's just... life happened. I'll get around to answering everyone's messages, catching up on blogs, & posting about what I've been up to, within the next couple days.
Right now I'm just not feeling great. I think I'm having anxiety/depression problems again, as of last night. I feel horribly hollow, and I can't shake the feeling that I've fucked up my life beyond repair - even though things are no different than they were a few days ago. I think I need to see a counselor. Or maybe just talk to a few people that I have unresolved issues with. Maybe that will help me feel more at peace.
Well I'm gonna call my aunt in baltimore. She's suffered from the same mental issues that seem to plague women in the Greek half of our family. Somehow the rest of my immediate family managed to escape those genetics. But yeah, she always makes me feel less crazy.
Oh Jay~ how do you always know exactly what to say?
